The confidence that i'd been trying to achieve back is now all ruined. Wondering how long i would take to gain that confidence back.
I'm kinda moody today. Can say that i'm feeling rather down and sad. Suddenly, everything came to my mind today.
I realised keeping troubles to oneself is rather painful in the heart. Crying to oneself every night doesnt solve those problems either.
I think i really need someone to lend me his/her shoulder for me to cry on. But dont ask me what happened or what's wrong with me. Cause i dont even know myself.
I'm already trying to control my feelings and stopping my tears from welling whenever i think of those problems.
But i dont know how long i can control my feelings.
Happy 15th Birthday BROTHER!
He's finally 15. =) Jiayou for your O Levels next year! When i got my pay then get you a present k?
HAPPY 15!
BROTHER AND SISTER
Brother went to Show's autograph session today la! And Show said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to him lor!
Jealous jealous!
Going to Show's dunno what performance tmr! =) With lover, ah yun and eli !!
I miss them la! Damn long never see them and talk to them le.
And going ICE SKATING on the 23rd! **Mr Lim! You wanna go? HAHA =)
Rehearsal tomorrow at 1pm. Dont know what time will end.