Next (if you havent heard from anyone), well im going for this year's Sp Star. I had no intention of hiding from anyone of you. Before i even publish this post, only few humans knew it. So im really sorry if you knew it only after reading this. I just dont have the courage to say it out. Had a really hard time deciding whether to go for it. I've received many different kind of feedbacks and responses. Sometimes i really wonder, did i really made a right choice? Okay, i dont wanna deny, some responses from friends really disappointed me and made me teared at night. Arent friends supposed to be supportive of my decision? But thinking back, maybe it's because im expecting to receive positive responses. Well, i dont blame them for giving me such responses, cause my family arent supportive as well. ): Im not expecting myself to win anything, cause i knew i wont. But im just excited to be able to perform in front of huge crowds and making new friends again. And after this, i doubt i would participate in any such competitions anymore. Well, since i'd decided to go for it, i would continue to hold on this decision and put in my best for this last competition of mine. Anyway, it's on the 19th November. (:

Sometimes is it really because of jealousy or what? Im just wondering, why you people do it for some but not everyone? Be fair and treat every single one equal. If not, dont really include me in. I dont want to be treating one good and not to others. Furthermore, i cant understand why people have to be spreading a small minor news around? If we need to and we want to, we will tell the rest of you personally. I dont really like it when people are spreading my news when it's not even confirm. Argh, so many thoughts running through my mind now. I need WeiBird's album now.

William Wei (WeiBird) is a freaking talented guy. Bought his album and i seriously swear it can be the best mandarin album i'd ever bought. He's quite cute tooooo! :) Well, i always have crushes on talented guys. Hahaha!