Zhaoyi, The Girl With Short Fingers

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Serious stuffs

Photos first.
(from yun's camera)

Zhaoyi

Ok. I've got rather lots of things to blog about.

Firstly, audition today. Seriously, i'm regretting now. LOL I dont know why. Maybe is the number of contestants i met in the waiting room today. My condition today was rather bad, felt as if something was stucked in the middle of my throat. Whatever it is, i dont really look forward for the results day.

Secondly, i got a feeling that i'm really irritating and some people dont really like me. Definitely, there will be people hating me for who i am. I'd told Qin & dear about it. They said i'm thinking too much and it's impossible for him to dislike me. I dont know, the way we communicate, it's weird.

Thirdly, i bumped into several friends these few days. Last week, while on the way to school with Ting & Qin, we met Ashraf, Kelvin & Sharum. This week, in fact it's today, i saw Javier, Ziyong, Lijuan & Amen. I dont know why, maybe it's the time that pulled us further and further. Sometimes, i dont know what to talk about when i see them. And the atmosphere is super awkward.

Forth, Kathe ask me this question few days ago. "How many kids do you want in the future?" I dont know why i'm blogging on this, but i find this topic rather interesting. How many kids? Two? Or maybe 3? I guess 2 or 3 would be the answer for most people. One is like too lonely for the child. Four is like slightly too many. So two or three would be the ideal choice. Maybe you like kids like how i do. But sometimes, i find them quite irritating. LOL! But everything is by fate.

Fifth, talking about my future, this question just crossed my mind, "At what age you want to get married?" My answer to this is simple, "Depends on the guy." Haha! Actually, getting married at an early age isnt a bad thing. But i got to have a really sensible mind before marriage. Marriage isnt a simple thing. You got to live with your partner for the rest of your life, understanding your partner is a very important thing. How can you live with someone when you cant understand him or her? I can't.

Sixth, everyone's saying poly life sucks, i agree partially. I find poly life super sucky during exams periods and also when i cant get my tutorials done properly. Exams really suck, especially exam results. When i know that i hadnt done well for that paper, i will feel even disappointed when the score is in front of me. But when i got a feeling that i had done well for that particular paper, i will feel super low when the score in front of my eyes isnt a good one. But sometimes, it can be rather fun in poly. With DBA 10 around, a bad day can turn into a good one.

Seventh, friends. I dont know what's going on. Sometimes, i'm wondering, "What's wrong with my friend? She/he isnt like this in the past. Had she/he changed?" In fact, i had to start learning how to differentiate good friends from the rest. Some people are just out to backstab you, but some are just so nice to lend you a helping hand. I cant simply just believe someone when i only heard one side of the whole story. I got to learn this, seriously.

Eighth, relationship. Jealousy can really cost you a great relationship. My mum just told me, guys with 大男人主义 isnt very easy to be with. I asked her why, and she explained to me. Trust and understanding are really important. Without any one of the two, misunderstandings will generate. But i'm lucky, i've got him. =)

Eight stuffs in a row. Hope today's entry isnt boring.

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He's cute and his singing is fantastic.

他是黄靖伦.

dear

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