Zhaoyi, The Girl With Short Fingers

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

I Ought to Do Something

Character Development presentation is consider a successful one? Well, at least we did pretty well and i'm already satisfied. Finally, i got time to get back all my sleep. And tomorrow will ba a pretty long day too. Celebrating Jaryl's birthday with bunkmates in town after school. Got to spend money again on sushi and I think i should bring my camera along.

Like what i told boyfriend just now. Being sensitive cannot be controlled. It's not like tempers, i can control my tempers, but how can we control things like sensitive-ness? And i realised maybe it's because i'm too afraid to lose some things, or even someone. I'm too afraid to lose my friends, i guess. Is it because of this that makes me so sensitive to almost everything? Whenever some stuffs happen, i will keep asking myself, "Whether is it my own attitude that causes all these things to happen." And that leads to serious self-reflection of myself and etc. But now, i'm being told off by boyfriend. Saying that i should do something instead of thinking over and over about it when stuffs happen. ):

I seriously think i'm really thinking too much. Sorry everyone for the trouble! Everything will be alright, i guess. But still, thanks lovelies and of course, my boyfriend! I love you, everyone.

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