Zhao Yi
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Wednesday, October 7, 2009
To my boyfriend


This shall be an entry from the bottom of my heart.


This is really the toughest period of time for both of us, you and me. We're still holding on arent we? I might not be the best girlfriend on earth, there are still soo many great girls you can find on streets. That's why, i'm always feeling so insecure. I seems to be losing track of you. It makes me feel that i can never understand what you're thinking. No phone, no internet, i dont know how i can even contact you when i have something that i wanted to share with you soo much. I know it's not your fault. You'd been feeling really bad these weeks, and that's why it makes me feel that i'm not a great girlfriend that i'd always thought. Whenever i chat with you on skype, the replies i got just makes me feel that i'm always on my own wishful thinking. You might not know how much i really love you, how much i wanted to see you, how tight i wanted to hug you.

We're always quarrelling because of small small little things, if you realised. We can even quarrel because of who visiting who or who disagreeing with who. This kind of stuffs may sound really silly and small, but we'd always been forgiving and forgetting. I guess it's my character, i really need alot alot of assurance or i will be always thinking elsewhere. I hate this part of myself, but i just really need alot alot of assurance from you, from my family and from every single one. I'm always getting the feeling that i'm not the best for you and that's why i'm really afraid of losing you everytime. I know it's always me, making you angry, saying things that you dont like. I really hope you wont mind all these bad little things of me and i promise i will stop doing things that are always making you angry, unhappy or sad.

Xuan, i really need you. I know these might sound exaggerating but i still want to let you know. I need you, i really need you. I'm not pretty, i dont have any looks. For the past 15 months of so, if i'd not been doing well as a girlfriend, i hope you would forgive me and continue to accept me. To my boyfriend, "iloveyou&ineedyou. iwillbehereforyoualways."



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